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Dimming Light

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The last couple weeks I've been in a dark place, and I know that you have things to worry about and a life to live, but it's been hard for me. I don't know if you do or did love me, I don't know if you left because you had too or didn't want me anymore. I don't know if you not talking to me is because you want me to move on, or if you never planned on coming back. I'm in a dark place, and you are my light, and even though it's killing me inside, even though I want you to be happy and not to worry about me, a part of me wishes you did. I went from loving a girl that would eventually mean nothing to me, to loving you, who took my whole world away, and I think it hurts the most, even more than her, because I don't know what's become of us. I'm in a dark place and you were my torch, my stars in the midnight sky that helped me sleep when I needed to feel safe, when I needed to be reassured that all the light in the world hasn't disappeared. You are my Sun, my firebug and my midnight oil, and now, I'm so far back into the deepest and darkest part of my mind, that I don't see the light anymore.
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