Phatbear1400

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Floating in your love by Phatbear1400, literature

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Floating in your love

Let the pain just wash and wake My feet beneath the sand The tide rips, begins break The chill upon my hand I tread much deeper with each step Each wave a calming jest I've fallen so deep in your heart For you, nothing but the best You see the day I fell for you Were like comets in the sky The Pale Moon loves the Earth Much like you and I Your hair so soft, like flowing waves But Brown like rolling hills Your eyes so strong, like when thunder breaks The lightning makes me still Your Smile Your Laugh Your Quirky Self Is what I've grown to love Even though it wasn't planned A gift from up above I know you worry, fright and fear About the future forward But just take this time To love my dear For a man that just swam shoreward Like the Oceans, Seas and Lakes Our love has grown quite fast Just the sheer amount of love for you Is almost just as vast Even though the boat were on May rock, to and sway I will be the one you see To love you everyday

Autumns Love by Phatbear1400, literature

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Autumns Love

Your Autumn Fire Hair Your Beautiful Precious Smile Everything I love about you Makes it all worth while I know we've had our ups and downs Grinding along the way I hope this poem brings clarity Why I love you everyday The way we laugh and act all weird Is who I truly am Without you in my life my dear Is someone I can barely stand I love your snort, your eyes and lips Every second of every minute I love the way you rock your hips To the beat my heart is with it I know you ask quite frequently Why I fell in love Even with my glasses I can see That I can't love you enough So if you ever ask yourself Why is he with me Everything I love about you Is all in my poetry

Excuses for lonliness by Phatbear1400, literature

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Excuses for lonliness

It's funny how life has changed Within the last few years I've dated, I've loved But never really feared It wasn't till I noticed That I've become so cold That everyone I've loved I can no longer hold I gave a few chances To change my fleeing mind About settling down To live a life in kind The people that have ruined me Are all but life lessons My emotions have become stagnant No more passive aggression I love the life I live And all the work I do But I've given up great things So I can't be with you I make up these excuses So I can be alone I can't trust the people My whole life that I have known I'm going to die alone in life And I kn

Things I like about you by Phatbear1400, literature

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Things I like about you

There are things that I like and love Some of which may seem not true But of all these things that I like the most Is actually everything about you I enjoy the way the sun makes your hair glow I'm astounded to see that you play shy I like the way your mind just goes I like that you want to actually try Your nerdiness and innocence Are all but just a few Of all the many things That I like about you I love that you want to be around me I care that you respect your mom I know that this all seems scary But just know I hope this lasts long I hope that you see me As the guy who wants you there But remember to read this poem If you wonder why I

Nightmare by Phatbear1400, literature

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Nightmare

I had this dream about you Where I couldn't sleep In one moment you were next to me With your legs around my feet I wish I had the love for you That you couldn't show I knew that in some time I would have to let you go You came into my dream at night Whispered in my ear You're sorry that you left that day You wish that you were here I awoke from my slumber Realized you weren't there The pain began to hit my heart It was all a nightmare

The Dream by Phatbear1400, literature

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The Dream

Dark hair and blue eyes Has me reaching for the skies Curvaceous body A twisted smile Are the reasons why I'll run that mile Shadowed tones and attitude Eerie humour to set the mood Ice cold skin Shivers to touch Fondling hands, never to much Lick of the lips A flip of the hair Pressing my hands Everywhere Always teasing And nevermore Drives me wild Through the floor Heavy music with foreplay Pleasuring you every way Even though it's all to right Wish the dream Would come to light

It is by Phatbear1400, literature

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It is

It's times like this I wonder It's times like this I think Curious mind that likes to ponder Not to drown, but just to sink It's hard to keep from dreaming It's hard to keep awake All the days I've seen no sun All the nights I seem to wait It's easy to forget the pain It's easy to forget the love No matter what life throws at you Commit when push comes to shove It's always going to take some time To heal and mend your wounds It's never going to be easy for All the dreams you want come true I know it's tough to live each day When life tosses a pop quiz Life will throw what you can take For that is what life is

I can't by Phatbear1400, literature

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I can't

I can't blame the devil for the things that I've done I can't give thanks to God for the things that I've won I can't condemn my soul for going to far I can't forgive my own actions for starting war I can't live up to everyone's expectations I can't trip over all the broken foundations I can't tear down all the things that I've built I can't rebuild all the love shattered by guilt I can't learn everything about romantics I can't ignore the pain that is organic I can't burn down all the hate in my life I can't drown my happiness in the sadness called strife

Art of Flesh by Phatbear1400, literature

Toxic is what it was like by Phatbear1400, literature

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Toxic is what it was like

The caress of your touch on my skin was toxic Feeling lightheaded every time our souls met Two Galactic Entities colliding together That what it was like being lured in by your love I could only hold onto your love for so long The toxin set in, rendering me null and useless As if being dragged down a hole I just climbed out of That what it was like loving you unconditionally By the time I could feel the toxin leaving my body You pulled me back into the nightmare with your lips How are bodies formed together without any gaps was bliss That what it was like when I held you close I gave you all that I had left You fed on me like a symbiote On

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Floating in your love by Phatbear1400, literature

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Floating in your love

Autumns Love by Phatbear1400, literature

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Autumns Love

Excuses for lonliness by Phatbear1400, literature

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Excuses for lonliness

Things I like about you by Phatbear1400, literature

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Things I like about you

Nightmare by Phatbear1400, literature

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Nightmare

The Dream by Phatbear1400, literature

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The Dream

It is by Phatbear1400, literature

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It is

I can't by Phatbear1400, literature

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I can't

Art of Flesh by Phatbear1400, literature

Toxic is what it was like by Phatbear1400, literature

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Toxic is what it was like

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Face Your Fears by PageNumberZero, literature

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Face Your Fears

I have daggers in my mind, heavy words on my chest. If I could just get them off, I can deal with the rest. There’s a plague in my brain and an ache in my heart. Each day spent in the darkness tears me apart. I can’t help how I feel, can’t hide it, can’t run. But it ruins my hopes and dreams one by one. It’s impossible to act when paralyzed by fear. It consumes my thoughts, it’s all I can hear. There is one way that my pain I can quell. It's a gift to know the trick to this spell. With the stroke of a key or ink on the page, There exists an end to my pain, sadness, and rage. The only way to

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Artist // Hobbyist // Varied

Dec 14
Canada
Deviant for 12 years
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My Bio

22 yr old male from Canada, I picked up on drawing after watching a close friend pass away, for away to channel my inner emotions, and now I draw when I'm in a good mood or trying to relax, I'm not an expert, so don't judge xD, but comment if you like on some of my peices, Thanks and enjoy.

Favourite Visual Artist

Miss Rowena xD

Favourite Movies

Not really picky about my movies, as long as they interest me xD

Favourite TV Shows

Supernatural, Arrow, Walking Dead, Family Guy, Two and A Half Men/w Charlie....., Big Bang Theory, 2 Broke Girls, pretty much any comedy

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Disturbed, Sick Puppies, Linkin Park, Evanessence, Theory Of A Deadman, Three Doors Down, Daughtry, Papa Roach, Skillet, Breaking Benjamin, Evanescence, and some Country xD

Favourite Books

Halo series

Favourite Writers

Shakespeare, Edgar Allan Poe

Favourite Games

Halo, Gears Of War, Elder Scrolls, Pathfinders, Dnd, Magic, Football

Favourite Gaming Platform

Anything really, video, paper and pencil, im creative I don't care xD

Tools of the Trade

a Pencil, xD, or a spatula

Other Interests

Cooking, and Sports, Consider me a buff nerd that likes to cook xD

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Phatbear1400

May 24, 2014

Discipline

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Discipline isn't a matter of how hard you push yourself, but a matter of how hard you've already been pushed. Throughout our lifetime, discipline is what taught us right from wrong, law from crime, and work from play. It's about the journey in which we see our individual skills and how hard we are willing to hone them to better ourselves, a great man once told me "The only weakness we have, is the weakness we are willing to show". I took this as inspiration to better myself and allow me to not only harden my body, but to harden my mind as well as my soul, so that when it comes down to sheer willpower and doing what needs to be done, I will no